Sunday, October 30, 2011

General pure love like snow

White as snow like a beautiful dancer dance love flying with, my favorite time of snow, the snow will not only purify the noisy town, let the people out bit by bit busy time for her writing feeling, a beautiful part of the snow chapter article arises spontaneously.

  
Every time when snow is the most fun moments I have, but today I can not quite happy how I walk in the flying snow, the snow on me despite relentless wind and percussion, but I did not feel the slightest chill, At this point my heart because even cooler than the snow, love, for many people is good, but for me, really is so cruel!

  
There is a boy alone to a strange place, he first saw the girl, he felt that his life is to love, but when he did nothing, he felt he could not give it any girl happy, is also because of this inferiority complex so that the boy did not tell the truth, and soon the girl to marry another boy, the boy was forcing a smile busy preparing for them, so guests are gone, the boy but get drunk and go. Since then, each boy will attend the wedding drunk, because he could not forget the girls, until one day the boy figured out, he does not give up on themselves, he decided to break a career, he was stronger than him, he wanted a change way to love this girl, and he also married, marriage, the boy very hard, and soon have their own business, it is this love for the boy's business was flourishing, to the heart of boys to girls, but has not changed over, the boy find ways to get close to girls, to help the girl, but he failed to return any thought, so, after seven years, the boy's cause of the family are stable, but one day he learned that the girl had not good!  




Find ways to get close to the girl the boy to understand why the unhappy girl, boys are more to find ways to help girls through any one thing, in that period, the boy very happy, because he can hear every day the girl's voice, he can sad when the girls coax her, comfort her, with her crying. Since then, the boy felt unworthy of the girl, if not their own self-esteem may be affected by so many girls will not be hard, the boy every day, condemned by the conscience, then, the boy had a very carefully applications for spatial data all the QQ and the dress into the girl's appearance, and the girls for friends, chat with her every day, to understand her better help her, the girl is very smart, soon know the boy, the boy told the girl he frankly loved her, the reason with the number of women and girls are afraid to give the girl to establish contact trouble.

The first thing to go to work every day the boy sit in front of the computer carefully woven a text message for girls, for girls sent to their care until the boy sent to the Article 22 messages, called the boy to the girl, the girl told the boy not to give her a text message later, do not give her a call, hear the boy was lost, although the boys know that girls never happy with himself but the boy is still no regrets to pay, in love with boys never care about this too, boy never expected return on their girls. Boys are also more willing to pay but because of his sympathy for the girl in exchange for the poor!

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Love is a vitamin we need

Late at night, his son has to sleep, snoring husband also sounded slightly, and a look of happiness and satisfaction. I caressing him fix the foot, his thoughts constantly crest, back three years ago.At that time, we just got married, spent all their savings. Husband to make my life better, take me to work in Guangzhou. In order to make money a little more, he do not want others to find a dry work. Humid climate, a long time to wear work boots, work her husband did not take long, long legs heels are thick cocoon, cocoon covered with densely packed holes, over time, can not hurt to walk on foot. Every Sunday, I will give him medicine boil feet, and then carefully scrape to his feet, a little bit of layers, until thick cocoon scrape, smooth holes. Every time I give him a scraped leg, he had been asleep, his face with a smile, not the least bit tired and hard to trace. Smile at him, life becomes bitter and tired negligible. As long as there is love, the two sides are to each other's efforts, the house will be, the car will be, everything will be there.






I remember her husband's birthday, I was traveling in another city, after finishing it was dark, and went shopping for her husband bought a shirt as a gift, that pieces of his body is already very old, but he has been reluctant to buy a new . When I took the shirt, a three-hour car ride back to our nest when her husband has been asleep, a tired look, stood on the table eating a bowl of instant noodles not wash, apparently her husband has will forget his birthday. See, I stroked his face, tearful, and for our hard work, do not care for his own. He opened his eyes and saw me, his eyes passing hint of surprise, when I send blessings and gifts, he was firmly in my arms with: "Wife, you work hard, you very well." At that moment We embraced, in this strange city, take a break each other's chest is the temple, where we can cry, cry to make all our troubles and bitter; can laugh, smile is worth everything we are pleased; The chest is to give each other warm, comfort, support and strength to the other place. After a brief embrace, her husband let me rest, he went to cooking, I lay in bed, listening to him back and forth in the kitchen. 


 Listening to the hiss of oil, spoon the collision sound of pots and pans, a small nest of air overflowing happiness. So he will dish on the table, filled a good meal, I have Mei Mei's slept, look at the table is more than two points. Her husband said to me excitedly: "Wife, get up, your favorite twice-cooked pork, pepper pork, pickled fish." Watched table full of food, happy tears in the eyes of the spin: "My husband, for you too birthday, or is it for me Jiefeng it? "affectionate husband looked at me, said:" all right, as long as you happy, it makes sense to my birthday. "Some of my eyes blurred, heart meditation:" My husband, if a next life, I would find you. "



Son was born, I put the main focus to son, son's arrival, her husband's more pressure, in order to earn more money, he found a few spare time and part-time, morning to evening every day to become accustomed to things for him, I rarely say, every day I have been exhausted to take care of his son, sometimes he came back, I had hugged his son fell asleep, woke up this morning but was gone when his shadow, only to see him stay note: "Wife, see you sleep incense, know that you too tired, take rest, take-away breakfast I called, I went to the company." I enjoy the peace of mind of her husband's care, but they ignore her husband's care.


One day, her husband came back early, we had a long absence, a three-stuttering reunion dinner meal, after sleeping son, her husband said to me: "my wife, my feet Youteng, pedicure you help me repair it." I am a anxious, looking for a day the children, and tired and tired, physically and mentally exhausted, how mood to give him a pedicure, he opened his shouted: "you repair it, I'm tired."Then they lay in bed clothes, stretch already strained body, ready to fall asleep when turned to see her husband looked sombre, dejected, like abandoned children, there is an injured innocent, to see his look, my heart soft things pulled together, he began to feel bad, cursing his own unreasonable, then said: "My husband, I'm sorry, I really tired, just say you sad?" My husband is Catholic, said: "Nothing, you are tired a day, and sleep, I can repair, just joking with you. 


"Then touch my head, I no sleep, boil water for his feet bent up, her husband sat down at my insistence, the I pedicure, scraping side to his feet with him engaged in small talk, her husband said: "Wife, since the child, you care for me less and less, and also I become impatient for some time, I that you do not love me, in fact, a man's feelings are very fragile, and need care, care. not more warm words and sometimes only one, or a little hug, will you love him as long as his heart continued to support transfer to him, he will get a force, a kind of happiness, as well as a sense of security. "Love the details of life as important as vitamins, vitamin love.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

For you I have care of myself

Today is our wedding 20 years, asked her husband: 20 years ago, what things? In addition to two people, may not be a decade or two, stormy, sunny, leaving the memory of too many things ... ...
20 years, we among four three home, or rather 4 times, got married I was living in her family, more than 40 levels, a small Bedroom One bathroom, mom sister and our 4 people, one year after the With baby daughter on the balcony outside a 10 square meters plus a small room, be twice of it, to live in a child three and a half, the second move, is looking for you every day I was dean, and finally assigned to the house, robbed the results by others, but fortunately someone else is looking for developers the trouble, then the developer to repair the hospital quarters of our own house to find them for reimbursement to be considered is to buy more than 60 square meters of houses, we live alone , the last time is now 136 square meters of waterfront Sanshiliangting two blue guard.




20 years, almost a child to university, the third year, and talking about the children really sad that your parents do not control over the day, had you not local, not to say them, but because it is born is daughter, born say bringing her away, asking me to have another, and in that countless times in 20 years, the family meeting to open your home to me have another, not for you I do not want to have another, which is mainly 20 years who helped me with his children, aged from children begin to live our own separate all my own, three years old and my mother before me a hand, one year old daughter started on the nursery, it was the other kids in face is scratched, for this to work my mother did not specifically look at my daughter, 2-year-old half-unit on when I started kindergarten, began a few months on nursery education, then we have to live their own separate , and think about it do not know how many years over! Every day that the child four times, as well as children's amateur interest groups are drawing, dancing and swimming.

20 years, you study twice, that is, a man with two children are my own too, once a child more than 5 years old, you go to Beijing China-Japan Friendship Hospital training for a year, in the middle just come back once the New Year , and later went to Japan last year, you study, not because of the earthquake in advance you can not come back, and I what a person easily.




20 years, we have more than 10 photos, the computer still exist numerous, have bought two cameras, and gave birth to a child is the child's growth process for the record to buy, when the camera is the need to film , and later bought a sony, and every time you do not want their voices over the frame, looking at these photos, and give up the ... ...
After 20 years, got married the same as marriage, a huge house, a couple left. Retired and sit when, looking back, after a turbulent marriage of the ship experience with rapids rapids, and now it, as if into the wind rate and calm, the water level of Lake wide area, really Jiaoren endless emotion.
Married, you have me, I have you. Thought, hope too, "One day gone, such as every Sanqiu" too; laughed, cried, "to die to live" off; fights, fought, "divorce" too. Now, you are you, I am me. Conditional, have been "fragmented", and was waiting in the awake from the United States too!
Married, he always take your strengths and weaknesses of people outside the city, shortcomings ratio, the more I really more than happy. Honeymoon may be over, "faint stretching brain pill" drug disappeared, the heart of the "Prince" and "beauty" as if overnight return to secular life, and when awake, how to see the other side are a bit strange. Or to their marriage and TV shows, and books, and ... ... than; or take his shortcomings and advantages over outsiders. So, the husband is the people's good, the wife is the people's Jun. Now, no one is perfect already know the truth. Bibi those disband, to break up; Bibi who kept Janus-faced couple, family like family, really glad when their marriage is no war today, the skin remains intact, "social harmony."
Married, unhappy encounters, always a carefree nostalgia, fun, casual and casual days. Been really really want a person's life. Now, as long as the other physical and hard to meet, and even sometimes inexplicably think: one day without him, how do I?

Sunday, October 23, 2011

How do you have the heart to hurt me

I know you will not come back tomorrow, I still frequently looking out the window, looking forward to your presence, knowing that I compiled everything you play, but I still want it to continue to present it. I know that the day you are only in the memories forever, but I do not want to believe in me to stop being so only a short time, let your ruthless taken back, that I sleep with the arm pro-people, that kiss my face, people, Wen Wen told me that people that hug my people. That I rely on his shoulder to cry who said that I have been good to go for the people, where are you now, I cried like crazy all over the world look like, can still be brought back was so good you Why you want to change, why do you so cruel to leave my dream, I leave in tears every night. Now I know I love you, I never thought now so unwilling to face the facts, tell yourself this is a dream, you will not do this to me, so I do not want to tear off half of you knit sweater.
Do not want to replace for you to buy new clothes every day, tell yourself you will see tomorrow, Wen Wen, Wen Wen you do not leave, can the past day by day, more and more disappointed. Tears are more and more every day I see less and less out the window of the yellow leaves, I hope you like it like, day by day, to reduce, to the last yellow leaves are not, I have the wind of you falling only belongs to me in a sad world.





Please tell me, how can I no longer think of you, not so sad tears down, no longer feel the heart in pain, not so they do not know where to go, you can know your left, take away all my hope, but left after only hurt your relentless tears, I secretly, why not let your perform the play a little longer, at least I think now more than happy too sad, why can not you do not change so fast, and change I too am unable to accept, even to me that the language did not break up the left, I then annoying, then not liked you, you do not want to even say a word and I said, you are breaking even with the silent place, in addition to my broken heart, is your computer every day looking at pictures, you lie to yourself you have difficulties.
Otherwise you will not do this to me, can fool the end, I have another sad cry, tell yourself you have so cruel, so you have the heart, several times to a computer you want to delete the face, can be When the point to delete, I would not go on point. Delete the photo, when I want you, where to find you, where to see you, point to remove the hand, but also involuntary plan to the next, because my heart to know, can not be deleted many times, that is, thousands, It can not be deleted when I think of you heartless feeling sad, can not remove the memories we had together. It clearly tells me that you had been there my world, I believe the world is there love, make me happy too, even if you acting, you have to use your best acting touched me, deeply of my sight for your love, care for you, let me just end this sad, I so embarrassed, that I personally ask you, why do you have the heart to hurt me, hurt me the most is really the heart.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Silly fairy tale does not belong to a woman

That moment came to understand a woman really silly, silly, a silly woman, then I believe a man, to your commitment, you pay at all, give you a warm and you think it is true love, for you a hug, you think he can hold you forever, to give you a kiss, you think it is the truth of the confession, tell you the sound baby, you think you are all his, not, wake up, had no angel So God arranged so that no good will come across a woman in her life, the prince of that scene, all daydreaming. You do not want to wake up to wake step, staged complete opera, the actors have received his paycheck, but also that the sponsor of this show that has been played down, because he exhausted all belong to him. Finally, do not buy a seat to play, he not only justify the pay of all, it may lose even worse, then you yourself to grieve, who told you silly, who told you that life is good, the world is he a good man it, women are always lost to men.  

Not a man because women always so fickle, her heart has always brought its own kind, never want to hurt her deeply loved the man, but I now is that silly woman. That lost all sponsors. A silly, silly woman, remember the first time looking for love, for a man does not love me, and I for him to stay where I do not like this, that love him, we should take care of him and let him feel the warmth of love , even if he's hurt me again and again, I forgive him, and told himself that he will always cherish me, because I pay so much, this year all the feelings I Renxia women can not eat hard, do a lot of women can not do things can end, he was not a woman to me, finally got a reason, he does not love you, just do not love you.



Even if you do more, he is the when you, when I no longer think that the world there is love, the second man appeared and told me, you are so good he has the heart to hurt a woman you really are not people, but also all the way to put aside everything to take care of me, I was touched, has been saying each romance began very well, then I want to loudly tell the world I found, I found the world's best men, and with him I was very happy, so happy, he's taking care of me from harm out, bid farewell to tears every night accompanied those days, I gradually fell in love with this man told me to Wen Wen, unforgettable kind of love is love, he went abroad to work, I worry about him at home, for fear he lived well, eat well, for fear he was too tired, worried that all his, told him, call him back, I do not want him on the outside of hardship, he did not want him on the outside Wen Wen suffer, he and I have difficulty with resistance.

Because he is I love the man, I do not want the man I love outside of hardship, he came back very depressed that day to tell my phone out, in fact, he knew what phone I do not care, only care about his well-being, as long as people did not tell him off, Wen Wen or at home waiting for you, come back after I told him well, he said I willed, I have to slowly change him, I disorder that suspicion, I also changed, pleasant, not God, as God, as the total change less than perfect, happy day or a few days, every day he can cook delicious food for me, I like a happy little woman, as seen in the mirror day by day, his face rosy, it is only a woman in love happy face, I was the preparation for our future vision, he told me to be more happy that we have a better future, he was going to work hard, he has been, and I want to go.



Because I am a good woman, that When I touched, but also do my best to help him, arranged for the happy future of open clue, in fact, I do not want him to leave good, I have gradually dependent on his care, his care, because I never met to have any man you can call him cautious to take the mattress pad feet, he will not only take cold mats, cloth to catch the top back to you, your feet cold at night he felt, he would his feet to warm your feet, in fact, when he is not too warm feet, is a woman's heart, I asked him not for his life in every woman so good, he told me not, I heard these words so happy, I thought God is the last time I hurt too much to see, send a such a good man to take care of me, still kissing in the day he left my face that day I will take snapshots every day thinking I would be all With his departure and the change, and slowly I found that he became so familiar with, become Wen Wen did not know the past, keeps saying that the man give me a future

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

And you are walking together I will not regret it

Groundless talk, we walked all the way.
In eight years, we walk hand in hand on the journey of life. Eight years, our emotions is not in the years of grinding in the old, it in the flat to precipitate out more beautiful.
In my most beautiful and sad, we meet.
At that time, I was walking out of the ivory tower, at that time, I was still under the age of twenty. You tell me. Did you fall in love with me at first sight. You say it with a smile, I will, you often attract. You feel, I am waiting for the man.
Then, in your eyes I was clear water lotus. But, my eyes can not hide the pain inside. In front of you, I am not resist their own sad tears. I don't know if I act like that, you are in tears, or autumn twilight. I know, you stood by me, enlighten me, encouraged me.

I opened the door, I accept you. If you as a brother, pet me, love me, love me.
I thought, we can enjoy peace and wonderfull life. Who knows, we married less than a month, you had an accident. Then I, only twenty-one years old. Also with a childish I, in one night, scared shiver, tears flow in a row on row.
At that time, I deeply felt the fickleness of the world. I even doubt, this world of love and friendship, in front of the money still exists, how many components.
Fortunately, at that time, my family gave me great support, spiritual, material on the. I didn't leave you, not lost to you. I choose you carry tens of thousands of dollars of debt. At that time, we are in the suburbs to work, you and me a month's wages are not high, only a few thousand yuan. A sweet, in under the weight of debt, bitter tears.
You are guilty. You said, you will be good to me. You said if there was not this accident, we can buy a house in the city. When prices are low, a square is only seven hundred or eight hundred yuan, twenty thousand yuan can pay down payment. But, we used two years of time to pay off for a long time under fifty thousand. We heaved a sigh of relief at the same time, not by Marvel: town house, has doubled, and gained momentum.
We all must rely on their own. We in this city does not have its own house, come to think of it, my heart is very pain. If that changes, we live how free and happy.

You say, we are young, young is the capital.
You are so optimistic, so strong. But, I really very pessimistic. I do not see hope, I like a drowning child, I panic.
We do not give up, we work together, we have no children. I'm in town. A year later, you also go into town. We have a child. Three years ago, we chose the house. When prices have nearly two thousand yuan, but we are very happy, in this city, we have a house of my own, this is truly a home.
Two years ago, when I was in our new home, I was very happy. Tears in his eyes, the tears of joy! At that moment, I have a sense of belonging, a feeling of safety.
His work income, than those without pay, is more exciting.
You have been working very hard. I did not want rich life, I hope we can warm to the old.
I am not a material girl. Can I, to the pursuit of quality of life.
You know me, you support me read a book, write text. You know me, would you like to accompany me to see the movie, accompany me to go to the mountain. You know me, you would buy some flowers and grass in the house ... ...
For me you mean no, a pair of folded after nearly 1000 yuan boots, you generously gave me. You buy a pair of shoes five hundred yuan, you also expressed hesitation.
You to me are very tolerant, I have little patience. Afterwards, you always to initiate a conversation. In the face of your smile, I was not angry. I often think, only you and you alone, can withstand the I do not regularly.
For eight years, we feel more and more stable, more and more firm.
" Seven year itch", I have no feeling. I feel our warmth of life began. In front of those years of tears and sadness too much, too many. These one or two years, we have in the life of the fine weather.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Careful not to let the love go lost

If time could be reunited, I do not want to lonely world drunk. If the time is not still, I'd rather be lonely sea slumber. In fact, very lonely, but do not want to say. Habits of a person walking, a person walking around, even though the crowd surging, is only a person's sky. Rely on the night smile, hear the lonesome Qingshu, finally, is a repetitive music, buried himself in the music of the time, leaving empty soul, continue to live in this world, the lonely person, like to listen to the sad music, continued to listen, because the music in the melody, is their emotional interpretation.



Gradually I seem like sad, lonely, autism. Sad a seemingly simple and connotation of the word, looked with passing time, heart of the who I am cleaning, even if the tears in his eyes down, I still have to work hard to keep smiling, I cannot cry, I do not regret it, I can't complain about my love for you. Wind lifted my hair, if you know, will see the wind of sorrow. I pay, but you can't see, is not, pretending not to see. When happiness bells, when the moon is only a lonely, if you can see, all in all, is it not because I love you? Sad and lonely, hidden alone, only, do not want to stand in front of you, give my poor dignity. I think I have a very strong perseverance, patience everything, including the loneliness and sadness, just, I forget I was only a mortal.



The night is dark solitary were destroyed, and is a quite a sleepless night. The cast out figure always naturally or half unconsciously drift into the mind occupied in my mind the most soft and deep, missing is a kind of unspeakable pain and sadness, yearning mutual gaze, and you are like a temptation not to utter a single word, let me think of you. Your shadow appears more and more frequently in my eyes, the little moment not to miss you, the kind of deep thoughts in my heart shout oneself hoarse cries, it sounds as if weeping and complaining, in heart echoes. In the days without you, how many times I see you in my dreams, you that every twinkle and smile, has been deeply engraved in my mind.


Quiet nights, I added to a lonely, loneliness! So, I just let myself alone once again to enjoy the lonely, the lonely, the quiet. If your voice in my mind, as if you are at my side. When I think about in the dark to find when you figure, only to find out that you like air. I catch you catch you, as the heart beats, it 's rickety heart! You can't see my pain, my heart also could not see the scars ... ... .

Saturday, October 8, 2011

In fact love is a sentiment

Love, the human world of the most leisurely old theme, from" a quiet and modest maiden, good for a gentleman," to" the person, in the water side"; from the writer wit to the romantic poets, the world everywhere left endless methotrexate chant and sigh.The memory of old love is gently sigh, of brandish do not go, wipe out. All of this, because the sentence: "I only think, just already dejected at that time."


Love at the end of the day, but also know, Xiangzhi,. However, this is as simple as a formula like " love process," it makes in the world many "crazy children" going around, eagerly bow. Life without love, is less than half the fun of life must be a pool of stagnant water, such as, billows not Jing, where there is a little romance.Hundreds and thousands of times, for her I searched in chaos, suddenly, I turned by chance, to where the lights were waning, and there she stood. In this world, there is always someone who make you unforgettable Budokai Tenkaichi, review; there is always a let you innumerable twists and turns, and in the romantic; but there is always a person, let you be very worried about one's whole life, companionship.



Now, I will love again. Human for love and pursuit, because heart love affair and life more romantic, more beautiful. As a result of outlook on life, values, the concept of love is endless and same, different people to love has a different understanding and interpretation. Love, gratitude and grudges, meeting and parting, pathos pathos, right or wrong, somewhat tell, few people argue that.
Lu Xun said:" if you love who, he desperately to love him, if you don't love who, can also desperately to his dead."


Eileen Chang said:" in the tens of millions of people who met, through thousands of years, the wilderness of time knows no boundaries, no early step, and no later step, happened to catch up, it has nothing else to say, except to ask softly; Oh, you are here?"
Red dust, love melody infection is the eternal charm, endless. People in the helpless irritability and confusion in listening to a voice of love, feel a love.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Who is your most reliable partner Lover

Sometimes, is to pretend to be stronger, more than once, telling myself: be strong! No one will help you, except yourself. Even if the tears in his eyes, also want to look at the sky do not let the tears flow down ... If tears can change the physical status, sick people every day. The problem is countless examples have demonstrated positive than negative, selection is much better.


These days his wife need some money, she wanted to find people borrow. See her every day if someone 's car and drove to the hospital with me very anxious. I think, this time who to who can lend you the money? And I was not used to borrow money from others! Okay, you let me give you a few days to solve it. Sometimes, we cannot and do not lend you the money people angry, this can not blame them. See TV Newspaper difficult too many people, there will be many people to help? I want to have a rich man gave me a sum of money, may? For those who just want to get really don't want to repay the people blush, on your own, so it is glorious!



Everyone has so a day, and many others, only when death comes, I know the health and affection, friendship is the wealth, the other is yours; it is when death comes, I'm on the human family friendship love has a new interpretation - alive like cherish the people around me, especially my lover. Read a story. Said to have an elder, when young because of the fame, clothes are light, fat Ma Zheng, a boy's flying the sky. At home for his wife, she was ugly, read too little, habitually obedient, one looked like wood, he tired of her heart. But because of the identity, he is not divorced, the marriage, peach blossom, and red rose white rose, like rainbow neon through shadow, reflected in the life of the passing years. He is in all one one, she is aware of, but never mind, still utter not a single word, housework, ask old raise small, it seems, also be a couple.


The weather is unpredictable, right, education, cultural revolution, a disaster, he this high-profile star, at a subhuman villains, the family is swept to the remote mountain area. Dodger Dodger scholar, wearing a thick coat blouse, shouldered the heavy hoe, only with his wife at his side; he tired to drag the long afterglow, difficult straightened out of his sore waist, she would do things quickly around the his work took over the job. Back home, he went to bed a lie will not suit, she is busy in the kitchen is open, hot end to side, hot water to the feet. She didn't tell him what he enjoyed Fu, who she endures hardship together, the confidante all are nowhere to be found. He still doesn't love her, is a bit of guilt, I love a little.
Winter to spring, suffering wind Piaoguo, there is also a new look. He returned to his desk, and turned him into a fight with star, although he is no longer the green green sleeves of the rich and handsome young men, but still graceful bearing, those Jiuai new love and gradually is dream dream dream of a field. The wind to rain, she still ugly, but old seems to be affected by some, to him, she is indifferent, was also the world is at peace. The children have all grown adult, the youngest daughter 's wedding, friends and relatives congratulate them:" after two old people can enjoy qingfu." She was half a month after sudden fall -- hepatocellular carcinoma!



He lived for several decades, suddenly like a virgin forest strange, don't know where to put his clothes, do not know her family food put in where, how to use the kitchen utensils ... ... She was lost, he was like a child ignorance, helplessly. For many years, he thinks he is her original sky, but she, with soft shoulders, he propped up the sky, and let him in a broad background such as horse like free.


A few months later, she died, he counted her belongings, accidentally discovered, she has the habit of keeping a diary. Her diary, clearly documented his again. She had tracked him to the woman in corridor, looking at the goalkeeper to cover both men and women, she did not have the courage to take the door shouting, but not willing to leave, only to hide in the dark the communal kitchen to cry silently ... ... He treats her diary with her cremation, as hope she can take back her sadness and Yuanku.


Staring at the smoke rises slowly, he slowly over the face, finally broke down and cried. For over 40 years, he always when she is life in a not essential existence, like a table, a bench. Forget he, then a ugly woman, also have a meticulous woman heart and honor, not hurt the soul. She lives in his cold, like a fish tail live on land, like dying, he is her oxygen, but he refused to give her. Forever lost her, feel everything in life to withdraw, leaving a vacuum, he come to know, the original, she is really his oxygen, without her, he doesn't know how to live ... ...


After the Spring Festival holiday, not one day, but also more than 10 days, I always feel has been for a few months. During this period did not do any housework, in hospital, is not feeling his wife I couldn't eat, especially the one in the hospital, in addition to her nobody can control me ... ... I feel more important -- love alive to help, support their love, cherish their own people around him, he ( she ) is the most reliable and most trusted!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Some of the love we need reason to express

Morning ten o'clock send a message to Sir: what to eat at noon meal? He was quickly reply: noodles. I chuckle to oneself in the heart: wait. Back home from work already quick twelve point, quickly into the kitchen for lunch. Tomato and egg, likes to eat, simple and nutrition, do quickly. The fried dish again after to Mr. information: come back, start below. Sir units away from home only one street apart, I often use this way to inform his dinner is nearly ready, so he quickly got home.


Soon heard Sir door coming in. A change of clothes, walked into the kitchen. Wife, what date is it today? He asked me. I answered: March 3rd. And looking back at the sir. Just when I got turned around at the moment, I suddenly surprised. In March 3rd, yes, today is March 3rd, no wonder Sir specifically asked, today is his birthday, I had forgotten to clean out completely. Suddenly, a guilty feeling in my mind.




I quickly walked past, arms around his neck and said: sorry, really sorry, I forget that today is your birthday. Sir against my face, gently smiled and said: I forget my birthday is today, is to go to work after receiving a three insurance companies to send information, is a happy birthday to me, I just remembered. Later, I look forward to your message. Listen to the teacher said so, I feel more uncomfortable. Me again and again to Sir said sorry sorry, I should not forget. Sir hugged me, no blame, he just tell me, I forget his birthday made him a little lost, too but it does not matter, as long as there is love, life will always be happy.


But, my guilt is still spreading. I review myself, why will forget his birthday? Birthday I will give Mr. buy a gift, or a shirt, or a pair of shoes, or even a set of pajamas underwear. Although Sir can never remember my birthday, but does not show that I have reason to forget his birthday. Men and women are different, the gift is not important to him, happy birthday to him is not important, important is, you give a man full of confidence and strength, respected by the deep love of happiness. He bathed in the sunshine you love walking in the rocky road of life, heart will be more confident, more strong, more of a desire to better life. Perhaps it is just a message of blessing, perhaps a not big meal, but, as long as you remember, today is his birthday, he still satisfied satisfied. After years of grinding, temporal filtering, stay behind to be introverted heart and stable, is forever love, is composed of light trivial days substrate, spreading out of another group of warmth and romance. Love, sometimes, you need to express, that is the heart of a spring.




Sorry, honey, really should not, should not forget today is your birthday. Please accept my guilt and apology. I know, you don't care about, watching you eat like wolves and tigers eat noodles look, my heart is so warm. I know you today, why do you want to eat noodles, then quickly reply to me, that moment, you must be eager for it, I'm longing love to say to you happy birthday. I hope you're not angry, I hope you will be my little lost with greater love. Later, forever, I will never forget, never forget the day of March 3rd, warm and happy and meaningful day, every year on this day, I will say to you: my dear, happy birthday!