Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Love I have lost over the season

First listen to Xiao Jingbo talk, feel this character is not simple, returning from overseas, has just started business, the standard collar dress, free expression, with interest to the conversation, frank and personality.Xiao Jingbo 's smile is very effective, warm, sexy, clean, he ran a wide ink painting, bearing extraordinary, it is I most like that. Longing for a romantic girl, tired of watching you boys to the naive and innocent, very easily by Xiao Jingbo body that free and easy easy.
At the end of the lecture, I have not remember to ask him what the problem is, but I invited him to dinner, did not think of, he readily invited. A few months later, he was seriously told me, that 's good about, because I see the beautiful young, behavior, between the eyebrows is full of casual style. I don't believe that, when his wife and children in foreign countries, he one day to deal with the nascent career, and of course the lonely.




That summer, we are looking for unique cuisines, Yilaier to, gradually went into each other's heart. Not to see him, working together, I often absent-minded, sometimes, I will give the work stopped,want, let Xiao Jingbo look sweet torment me.I, Hu sound, active gave myself to this love.Know Xiao Jingbo like grey, grey became my only choice to buy clothes, my body all day out with blue, red, gray green gray, gray and yellow, orange, purple, gray gray gray, gray green blue purple blue ... ... This deliberate meet, he knew better than anyone.


Initially Xiao Jingbo was not for me to meet, I deliberately cold, he even deliberately avoided me, I almost every day to stand at his office downstairs, looked far from, watching her from coming down, looked at him in front of me from the car roared past, never deceleration, with no hesitation. I stood in the cold, tears streaming down the face Gugu, forget are hot or cold. Emotionally, I am a hold something up but can never put it down to the girl, even a bit stubborn. Heart, tell me, I can't be on him so much, I just want a little of his love.



Finally one day, he hold my hand, I could feel the warm, strong hands.Love the initial appearance are very similar, happy, sweet, romantic with hearts, slowly in the wind, the pale moonlight, the lake, the flower of love big clods opening, grow more enchanting.The leaves are turning yellow when his wife returns from abroad. I have read Xiao Jingbo's photograph of the whole family, that she be pretty and intelligent, charming,, have a good educational background, have an envious job and income, can give him a life of quiet. I don't think he will abandon her reason, unless he doesn't love. However, he has only one. A woman will not agree with another woman and they share their other half. My day, Hu, also is such.


Imagine Xiao Jingbo and a beautiful woman to be right and proper to the sad, and I can only hide in the shadows, watching the lonely night, my heart a meal. I know, I really want, he simply cannot give. Even want to hear his voice, also must only at the right time, right place.A party to the other party, the other party does not have to; want, party did not. Emotional entanglement are derived from this.
I shut myself in a dark room, have dizzy spells to sleep.Xiao Jingbo blew off my mobile phone, I happy to bother to pick, sent a letter to him: "as long as you are happy, we just leave it."


" Baby, what's the matter with you, is I is not good, let me hear your voice is good what"Xiao Jingbo a word I plucked up the courage to smithereens, baby, that is we call each other, I love and the spirit of Xiao Jingbo, light rain, call me " baby" tone, which is full of spoiled. Called each other each other" baby", similar to our two child grow up forever, love will warm our body and mind into a pond.Xiao Jingbo is a bit thin, look in my eyes, full of apologies, distressed. He said, you can't be too sorry for myself, if appropriate, not because I miss, I is the grass, not waste your yard, you put me into your opposite Okayama mountain, I can see you on the line.I try to think from Xiao Jingbo look that his true intentions, but feeling that kind of thing, you very difficult choice, once to the awkward stage, will be very embarrassed, anyway, what to do, they are wrong.In the season of love, I lose, if I leave, Xiao Jingbo can give me what? Unless I willingly, rather, can I? If I leave, I can start a romantic themes, imprint is engraved on my heart. Love?

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